Sunday 6 July 2014

First scribble

Right, so what's this all about? While I'm trying to figure it out myself, how am I supposed to describe and explain the purpose and aim of this online diary of mine? Well, even though the title and address suggest, it is definitely not a religious blog, at least not in the orthodox sense. What I'm trying to do here is to express myself and share stuff I find worthy of sharing. My motto is to live and let live; my goal is to embrace & enjoy life, help others to do so as well, not to harm anyone or anything unless absolutely necessary and treat everybody and everything the way I want to be treated. I'm not saying I'm always successful with this, not even half of the time. I do feel hatred, boredom, repulsion, arrogance, disgust, a patronising type of pity, anger and other similar "nice" feelings from time to time. But I try my best not to let them overpower me and impair my judgement. OK, besides publishing the philosophy of my life - which by the way is far from unique and may not be interesting to others at all - why the heck do I bother with attempting to write? It is not easy to explain, but for a very long time (decades it is, since childhood) I have felt I have a story or stories to tell. I have something inside me that wants to create or better said, that wants to be born into this world through creative art. This something is a mind-child, a soul-baby and it wishes to impact other people's life. It wants to be enjoyed, to be loved, to be listened to, to be heard and seen. It wants to touch people and make a difference. It is me, wishing to leave a lasting heritage. Oh boy, I'm not even a teenager any more, yet I haven't grown out of daydreaming. If you've read so far and haven't lost interest, that's a good start. I might lose the motivation or inspiration, but if not, this can turn out kinda well. Oh and a word of warning, English isn't my native language so apologies in advance for any boo-boos.